I'm 22. swimmer. singer. underwater pictures are unbelievably beautiful and fascinating. I don't know what I want or where I'm going, I only know that right now I only exist for other people, mainly my best friend and my family. I hate my thoughts and am trying to regain control of them, but it is no easy thing.
I think you are all beautiful. <3
*I do not own any of the gifs or pictures on my page, unless I state otherwise*
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
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I seriously think I just gave myself a concussion. Oops.
That’s it. I’m done making any effort. If you want me in your life, fucking prove it. I’m tired of being ignored, forgotten, left behind. Every fucking time, it’s the same steps leading to the same ending. I’m tired of it.
I’m sorry I can’t just shut it out and pretend that it didn’t/doesn’t hurt my feelings. I’m sorry I can’t be better. You have no idea how badly I wish I could just shut the negativeness out and forget it all. You have no idea how much I wish it didn’t hurt.
My ears have been ringing/buzzing for almost a week now, nonstop. It’s driving me insane. I’m probably going deaf, which is fucking AWESOME.
I’ll be home alone in about five minutes. That means that I can start hitting things. I’m about to lose for the day. I guess I’ll shower and attempt to control myself.
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